new year's uncertainty

it's gray and snowy out. my mood is really matching the weather.

it's 5:30pm and i still don't know what the hell i'm doing tonite. i did finally firm up plans at an UWS bar/lounge with my work friend and a coupla other friends, but i have the sinking feeling i am gonna be canceled on at the last minute due to the damn weather. if that happens i guess i'll just crash the midnight run without a bib.

Update-phew, didn't cancel. hopefully tonite will be a good time.

i really just want today to be over with. i really want 2005 to be over with. while i thought the year started off well, it went downhill-quick. i'm really hoping 2006 will be much better. hell, even a tiny bit better...

i already have plans and things to do in january, if only i can just get past today...

happy new year everyone.

now playing: "breakaway" ~ kelly clarkson